Thursday 13 March 2014

Unsure

Hello Darling,

Can you tell how anxious I am? I have countless moments of doubt, insecurity, uncertainty, and heart-stopping fear. One moment I'll be blissfully imagining what our lives will be like once you arrive, and the next moment will see me emotionally doubled-over in crippling fear that I will screw you up and fail to provide you with all the love and care you deserve.

I can't promise you that I won't fail you ... and I can't promise you that I won't disappoint you ... but I can promise you this:

There will never be a day, sweet child, that I don't love you.
There will never come a time that you question where your home is.

We will always love you and we will always be your home.

Love,
Mama

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